BlondiethePanda

Okay, today I am in a most awesome mood and I feel that not only am I in a good mood but the people who surrounded me are in a good mood. The thing about me is that I expect a lot and I always want good things to happen and plans to go smoothly (which now upon thinking about doesn’t everybody want that to happen?). Well obviously things never go as planned and I always end up being bummed. Now I have programmed my self to not get excited too much cos then the plans most always fall through…Gosh it’s three o’clock in the morning and I conked out a eleven and I just saw a bunch of texts…not good ones. And this was the ONE time I decided to mute my phone cos I just wanted to sleep and not think. And for three and a half hours I did! Until my roommates woke me up with their drunkness. Seriously, I feel so confined by this room. This month and a half is going to be so hard and if I can make it through this then I can make it through a lot of shit. To calm myself down and to try and fall back to sleep again (it’s working) I decided to look at pictures on Facebook of people I have never met in my life and probably will never meet, so yeah a bit weird. The pictures were of them in Mexico on their Spring Break trip and seriously MEXICO!? Are you like retarded because when you decide to go to Mexico (even if you think that the part of Mexico that you are visiting is safe) and you are fully aware of all that shit that has just taken place, you must be not with it. There really should be a Bad Choice award for people who just make a huge bad choice and the prize for winning is that you get common sense knocked into you. There will be a lot of these awards given out.